tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2637528595647032109.post4904399306393129503..comments2022-08-06T07:51:07.627-04:00Comments on Life's a risk... and I'm all in.: That Month Long GapHaiku Kwonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01313734465491978011noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2637528595647032109.post-83488684770988492752013-05-08T20:32:54.030-04:002013-05-08T20:32:54.030-04:00Wow. Thank you so much for taking the time to resp...Wow. Thank you so much for taking the time to respond to me. Your words are encouraging and inspiring as I'm just beginning my journey of figuring out what to do with my life, or more so, how... I know I want to be writing. Saying, "I want to be a writer" always sounded kinda like saying "I want to be a rockstar" so I avoided it for years. "And that actually, every human is a creative being, you've just taken the risk to honor that." I left a very stable well paying job to give myself this chance to really come alive- to do something that makes me happy and draws in connections with other like minded people. "Meeting" people like you and making these connections is exactly what I want my life to be full of. Thank you again for the encouragement. <3Haiku Kwonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01313734465491978011noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2637528595647032109.post-71598808730266472612013-05-08T15:16:38.222-04:002013-05-08T15:16:38.222-04:00Well, here's a bit more proof that we are all ...Well, here's a bit more proof that we are all truly connected. I signed up for the Tiny Buddha updates, read your piece today (Find Peace Today: Stop Worrying About What You Might Lose) then circled back to this blog. What you've written is really resonating with me. I'm older than you and have actually been a practicing creative professional for 30 years. I'm very proud that I can tell people, "I've been creative for a living for my whole life..." BUT, those feelings of being alone in this process, being stuck, feeling like you are an imposter, that everyone else out there has something better to write or something better to design, never really leaves you. I suppose it never should, because it can humble you. But I've found myself, after personal events in my life, become paralyzed. And being a kooky creative type that always felt like an outsider — can make you feel worse, if you let it. What happens after you've been a creative professional for a while is you can lapse into cynicism as if by virtue of actually having made the first leaps, you have a voice inside of you that says, "I've been here before, and frankly, I still don't want to feel fear, so why should I try?" You question your whole existence, "why couldn't I have chosen a conventional profession with better job security?" But what always seems to help is to share it. Put the vulnerability out there. There is ALWAYS someone who GETS you. But be sure to find a friend who doesn't try to change you, but reminds you of who you are. And when you shine the light on your shame, pretty soon it dries up and blows away. You aren't giving it any more of the imagined power you've given it. And before you know it, you realize you are simply wired this way. And that actually, every human is a creative being, you've just taken the risk to honor that. Keep talking to people who truly care about you. Do busy work, mindless stuff and pretty soon, you're grateful that you can even do the mindless stuff. And then you'll see something seemingly ordinary that inspires you. Or an idea comes to your head and you keep thinking about it. Then you are extrapolating ways to make the idea real, or to make it an actual thing that others can use. And the idea keeps banging around in your head so much that you have to commit it to something. Then one day that creative thing is staring back at you and you can say, without hesitation: "I made this." And sometimes that thing that you created moves someone else. Just as your words moved me. So, thanks. And don't stop.One POVhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09085003116180910291noreply@blogger.com